Sometimes I meander aimlessly through the dark forest of my mind.
Too many large evergreens with vine-like branches popping up widely,
their thoughts interwoven between the circuitry and wiring of my brain.
Can’t decide which way to go and where I should stay.
Hard to keep grounded on one thought, before climbing to the next.
Mostly, my thoughts are deciduous in nature,
reaching their colorful autumn peak,
before I fully capture their beauty.
Attempting to capture each falling leaf,
before it mixes in with the rest,
crumbling and disintegrating beneath me.
Unable to fully grasp and remember,
I stumble to the next thought
and the next,
until I am worn out.
Hard to stay focused on one branch
until one slaps me hard in the face,
stinging me to awareness,
awakening my senses,
leaving a lasting impression into my memory.
An idea plants itself inside my mind long enough,
until I am finally able to follow through,
stay focused,
complete a task.
accomplish a goal
write a poem,
an outline,
a chapter,
a book.
Complete living
my unfinished life,
until I reach my final destination,
as determined by God.
~written by Susan Walz
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That is a lovely poem. I enjoyed hanging on every word.
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Thank you very much. I’m happy you liked it and it makes me very happy that you liked it. Thank you very much for your kind comments, as always. Much love, Sue ❤❤❤😊😊😊
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