The more you take, the more you need.
The more you need, the more you speed
to take more, this desire not an intentional creed.
You become trapped and unable to be freed
from the spell and power of a tiny little pill.
You become stuck,
held captive,
in bondage,
a slave of the master of a tiny little pill,
causing a messy brain spill,
dangerous enough to kill.
Innocent,
naive,
unaware,
blind to dangers of this tiny little pill.
There were no warnings,
no sign of danger.
Blaming me,
others,
and everything else,
except this tiny little pill.
It took a near fatal mistake
for the alarms to awake
and capture this tiny little pill.
Finally, the answers,
the mystery,
and the puzzle almost solved
of how my brain has evolved
into an unfamiliar,
dangerous,
organ in a body
that was once mine.
Klonopin is the name of this tiny little pill.
Stopping Klonopin has awakened my mind,
to an unbroken, new and much clearer kind.
Without Klonopin,
I can begin to win.
~written by Sue Walz
The game of life…
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Wow your poem is beautiful. It really spoke to me. I LOVE it. Masterfully written and brave. I currently stopped taking two of my bipolar meds and have felt the difference, good, in my life. Still need to find a good balance but wow, again your poem, I love. Very talented
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Wow! Thank you for such an amazing compliment. You made my day. I am happy you liked my poem. I hope you are well. Have a happy and healthy weekend. Hugs, Sue
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Reblogged this on Rant and Reason and commented:
Amazing Sue! It only makes sense coming from someone who knows. I know nothing about this, but I do know other people need to know about this. Thank you!
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You are welcome. I am happy you liked it. Thank you for reading and reblogging. Lots of love, Sue
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Medications for mental health are so complicated.
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They really are. It is a guessing game for the Psychiatrists really and that is a difficult game.
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I’m currently experiencing the… complications of Klonopin, so this resonates.
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Sorry to hear that. I hope you can slowly taper off of them. Thank you for the read and I am happy but sorry at the same time that my poem resonated with you. I hope it helps in some way. Take care. Hugs, Sue
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Amazing poem, Sue! I just read your other post about the dangers of Klonopin. I’m glad you were able to go off it. I didn’t know about the effects of this med. Take care, Jenny
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Thank you for your kind words and I am happy you liked my poem. Much love and hugs, Sue
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You are winning! And this was a great poem sue! xoxo
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Thank you for your always encouraging words. I am happy you liked my poem. Hugs, Sue
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